Another day...

Today is the start of another busy week in our lives. I clean everyday this week. I started a new cleaning job this week. It's a big one...I clean there two days every week. It's kind of different then what I'm used to. I am also doing the laundry and just other picking up kind of things. It is more of a maid position than anything else. I don't know how excited I am about it but I am thankful that God has provided the work for me because we can use the income right now!
We have been fighting "the sickness" around here for about a month now. It seems like as soon as we start thinking were all feeling back to normal somebody starts over and it recycles back through everyone again. I don't think we have ever battled colds and flu this much. It makes you thankful for health! This past week we have been at the pediatrician once and the urgent care twice. The last medication that Allyah was given (Amoxicillan) she was allergic too and broke out in hives. I think that we have that under control for now and are working on getting her ear infection under control!
Pat and I had a date night last night. We went to Rooster's and ate some wings and watched the Steeler's in the AFC playoffs. They won!! YAY!! So now we will be watching the Super Bowl on February 1st. Pat is particularly excited about this outcome! Ok, a little more than excited!

Lazy Saturday

I'm having a lazy Saturday today! I have let myself go today. I am religious about cleaning my house weekly but Pat told me this morning that I need to learn how to relax and let things go sometimes. So...that's what I'm doing today!I slept in until 11 am!! That is ridiculous. I don't think I've done that since about 5 years ago. This week has felt extremely lazy. With being sick my energy level has been next to none. I had to muster up all the energy I had to clean two houses on Wednesday and one on Thursday. Yesterday we threw a surprise baby shower for one of the girls in my ladies bible study. It was alot of fun. We just took the morning and had a little spa station set up and just pampered her. She was totally surprised! After that I went home and picked Allyah up and then went and ran a couple of errands. So basically I was gone all day. Today I had full intentions of catching up on laundry and cleaning the house and all that normal weekend stuff but it didn't happen today and guess what, the world didn't stop spinning and I'm relaxed! :) Yesterday morning Pat surprised me with a dozen roses! That was so nice! It's the little things like that that can make your day and in my case it made my week! :) Allyah is still coughing and has a runny nose. This stuff seems to just hang on! My Mom has had it and yesterday my Dad started with it. We'll probably stay away from their house for awhile! Well...I'm going to get back to my relaxing...until next time! God bless!

The sickness!

Well we have definitely had our share of sickness this week. Pat and Allyah had been sick about a month ago and I had managed to escape it then but I got hit with a whammy this past weekend. I am still not feeling that great and am coughing up a storm. Yesterday I thought that Allyah had pink eye, but Pat thought it was probably just a clogged tear duct with her cold but today I asked Mom about it and she said she has pink eye! So I think it's unavoidable! Which means...that it will probably course through the whole family no matter how hard we try to be safe. Ugh! I'm taking her to the doctor today. That is never a pleasant experience! She hates the doctor and cries the whole time. She does fine until we get into the room and sees the nurse then she loses it! :( Not fun! Most of the time I am close to tears by the time we leave. So if you think of us say a lil prayer! Tonight Pat and I are supposed to go out with my ladies bible study group for dinner. This is our belated Christmas/Valentines Dinner with our spouses. I'm not quite sure how all the details will work out with everyone's illness but hopefully we'll figure something out! And what fun is eating out when you can't taste anything! :( Well I need to get ready to get to the doctor's office! Praying for the best...

Pics

I'm at home sick today. Yuck! I will be lucky if I have any lungs left after today if I haven't coughed them all up! :( Anyways...I thought I would take some time to post some pics from our Christmas at Mom's house.

Sitting Awake

It's late (at least for me!)and I should be sleeping because I have to be up fairly early in the morning but I can't seem to get to sleep. I have too many thoughts running around in my head tonight. The past few days have been trying ones for me and filled with alot of mixed emotions! I have tried to turn them over to God and let Him handle them but I also keep trying to pick them back up again. Like I know better and like I can fix things on my own. Lately my blogs have been a way for me to kind of vent out my feelings and sort things out in my head. When I can write them down alot of times I end up having and "ah ha" moment. I have realized in the past week that being a stepmom is the hardest job that I have had to take on. I watched the movie Stepmom when it came out and I always thought how would I act if I ever were to be a stepmom? Well...now I know. I fail constantly and it is so trying on a daily basis. Everyone critiques you and when you think that you are doing a good job and have finally started to turn a corner and make some headways things erupt and you are right back at the bottom of the mountain. A couple of months ago a friend of mine gave me a card and in it she had written down a vision that she beleived God gave to her for me. When I first read the card I couldn't really piece that together but the past couple of weeks I never felt that vision to be more true! I have really been growing in my walk with God this past 6 months and He has been revealing Himself to me in some incredible ways. The vision was of me at an old well pumping water tears running down my cheeks but I didn't give up I just kept on pumping. That is how I feel tonight. I feel like giving up and saying oh well does it really matter? But it does. Do you think that Jesus said "does it really matter?" the night that he hung on the cross for me? Yes it did matter and yes it does matter for me tonight! One of my favorite songs is by Natalie Grant "I will not be moved!" and that is what I'm claiming tonight. I will not be moved from my purpose in this life. I will carry on and keep on climbing up that mountain! With God's help and his strength and grace I will keep on!